Being Sick

Getting sick on the last day of ur sem break isn't fun.. the feeling of sick is just so dreadful.. i've been feeling dreadful, miserable, down, unhappy, any negative emotion, u name it.. I've been feeling just that for the whole day.. Even seeing my old school tomorrow can't cheer me up! Sometimes, i just wish, when i fall sick, theres someone with a pillar of love will cheer me up or just fuss me around.. I could still remember falling sick the last time, which i ended up laying down feeling pity towards myself. To the extend, i even wish my future husband should be a doctor to take care of me when i'm sick.. Well, i know it sounds bad but can't help it.. i'm like that when i'm sick.. On the other hand, i think feeling sick is so bad that i opt to be a doctor later in life (hopefully lah)

It was totally exhausting that i had to be strong in college today.. I was feeling so dreadful that i just wanted to collapse and just don't care.. But since i was like kilometres away from home, i had to muster my strengh to stay okay.. When my dad picked me up, i can't help sighing in relieve cause the worst was bout to be over.. not till he said he had to collect something from my aunt.. Man, but i didn't care.. Just the thought of reaching home was just enough for me to stay alive.. or barely..

In the midst of excitement, i arrived home limp.. just like a flaccid cell.. i've taken my medication but it's like not having much effect. sigh.. and i'm supposed to rest but i opt to blog. so guess it's all my fault if i end up sick badly.. i just wish i'll get better before college reopens.. man!!!