Deep Thinker’s Nook

Which TV chef would you want to have prepare a meal for you?

Definately would be Gordon Ramsay.. he's my all time fav chef..

I would want him to teach me his cooking skills rather than prepare a meal.. besides, it ought to be done in one of his restaurant.. man, i'll do anything just to meet him in person.. all this while, we've seen him on TV but never in person.. i wonder if he would be that sarcastic and said the f*** word when i meet him..

Bout the menu, i would like to sample his $200 pizza, caesar salad and his signature dishes.. can't imagine myself going all goey if he prepared those food himself.. of course, i would also like to meet John Phillipe, his famous matrie D.. gee..

>.< nice dream..

Do you plan on taking advantage of all the holiday sales this weekend?

NO.. I wish i had time.. and besides, i'm just too lazy. Its only one more day left of my holiday before college starts.. Then life will return to normal, the rush in the morning, the anxiety to complete homeworks, and the proactive attitude of studying whenever possible.. even doing my fav things during those period of time is not so enjoyable anymore.. I would sacrifice anything to have a nice rest, sleeping perhaps.. Oh my, i love sleeping and resting..

Besides, i've been like shopping and buying things frequent this month.. i don't want my dad to get the burden of my shopping expenses. hehehe.. the moments i love during shopping is buying all my fav food stuff, stock it in the house and then indulge it whenever i have time and if my cravings occur.. seriously, i still don't understand why i do have cravings every now and then.. the pang is just too much to bear.. Yesterday, i went to K4 just to accompany my mom.. and i was like so lazy when i saw so many people.. just felt i wanted to bury in a hole sumwhere and sleep in.. and the amount of people cramped in the supermarket is just suffocating.. and the q-ing up time.. it took so long just to pay.. my goodness.. my legs were sore from standing.. :((( no fun at all for a saturday..

Yay! i just want some tranquility for now..

It's already FRIDAY!!!

I just realised it and seriously, it marks an end to my holiday break! and to think, i got physics test on tuesday.. it's just very worrisome.. i just wonder if i'll flunk the paper.. i haven't even like open the physic book!!! to add the pain, i've got a pile of physic homework to do.. man, i just wonder, with my sick state, i'll like ever get to finish it..

I feel so out of mood now.. i just feel dreadful and tired..i'm not sure if that's the effect of the medicine i'm taking.. -.- facing the computer sort of makes my eyes sleepy now... maybe it's too bright or what?!

Oh yea! i'm chosen to be the writer for A-voice, the a levels newsletter.. heheh, what a good news! i'm like looking forward for it.. yeah, i like writing! haha seriously, i think joining UN is a bit boring.. i'm like huh? why did i join it? cause of prestige i think..

-.- so yeah, gotta go.. just seriously wish i'll get better.. i'm just like so dead meat now.. but weird thing, i still got my apetite and i still dream bout food. Who said sick people dun feel like eating? maybe its my hormones..

cheerio!

It's already FRIDAY!!!

I just realised it and seriously, it marks an end to my holiday break! and to think, i got physics test on tuesday.. it's just very worrisome.. i just wonder if i'll flunk the paper.. i haven't even like open the physic book!!! to add the pain, i've got a pile of physic homework to do.. man, i just wonder, with my sick state, i'll like ever get to finish it..

I feel so out of mood now.. i just feel dreadful and tired..i'm not sure if that's the effect of the medicine i'm taking.. -.- facing the computer sort of makes my eyes sleepy now... maybe it's too bright or what?!

Oh yea! i'm chosen to be the writer for A-voice, the a levels newsletter.. heheh, what a good news! i'm like looking forward for it.. yeah, i like writing! haha seriously, i think joining UN is a bit boring.. i'm like huh? why did i join it? cause of prestige i think..

-.- so yeah, gotta go.. just seriously wish i'll get better.. i'm just like so dead meat now.. but weird thing, i still got my apetite and i still dream bout food. Who said sick people dun feel like eating? maybe its my hormones..

cheerio!

 

Do you have a habit you wish you could break?

Yea, its been a hard habit to break la!!! i've been trying to break if for like years but shit, i still can't.. and when i really try, somehow or rather i get succumbed into it again due to many factors. So, it had become a part and parcel of my life already. Ok, my bad bad habit is biting my nails.. People say its a sign of nervousness, yea, i noticed that its getting frequent during exams or in the middle of exams when i just got stuck.. Actually, there's a story behind this habit.. When i was in primary school, there was this day when we had spot checks. And bad luck day it was, my nails weren't clipped.. So, i was afraid of getting caned so my friend suggested we bite them off cause his nails were long too. At the first two biting, it seems so disgusting but later, it sort of like became a habit unconciously.. Another thing, i think its inheritance.. Most of my cousins bite nails but i don't really have a clue how they could kick the habit.. But one of my cousin still bites his nails now.. (he's older than me!! ). Lol, but u know what, i notice my cousins who bite nails excel in life.. so does it mean i'm also one? Just making a theory. haha, hopefully la.

I do feel self conscious now every time people look at my fingers. Seriously, i do feel they look ugly.. Besides, my skin complexion sucks, yeah, i just have scars of mosquito bites here and there.. sometimes i wonder if i can just have some make over skin treatment.. if there was one.. Not having nails is like troublesome at times.. it really irk me when i tried to open stuff that requires nails.. and in doing origami, i found that my fingers are like blunt.. man, i'll really am jealous of people with long and slender fingers... what u don't have makes you admire rite?

I'm not going to blame anyone for my habit cause bad carpenter blames his tools.. I'm the one to be blame.. i think i don't have enough will power to kick the habit.. or maybe unconsciously i do enjoy it.. well, heard that if u do things more than 22 times, it'll become a habit.. and u know what, if it was such a easy thing to overcome, it won't be a habit... Man, i wish a miracle will just settle my problems...I'm so desperate!

-.- desperado

Getting sick on the last day of ur sem break isn't fun.. the feeling of sick is just so dreadful.. i've been feeling dreadful, miserable, down, unhappy, any negative emotion, u name it.. I've been feeling just that for the whole day.. Even seeing my old school tomorrow can't cheer me up! Sometimes, i just wish, when i fall sick, theres someone with a pillar of love will cheer me up or just fuss me around.. I could still remember falling sick the last time, which i ended up laying down feeling pity towards myself. To the extend, i even wish my future husband should be a doctor to take care of me when i'm sick.. Well, i know it sounds bad but can't help it.. i'm like that when i'm sick.. On the other hand, i think feeling sick is so bad that i opt to be a doctor later in life (hopefully lah)

It was totally exhausting that i had to be strong in college today.. I was feeling so dreadful that i just wanted to collapse and just don't care.. But since i was like kilometres away from home, i had to muster my strengh to stay okay.. When my dad picked me up, i can't help sighing in relieve cause the worst was bout to be over.. not till he said he had to collect something from my aunt.. Man, but i didn't care.. Just the thought of reaching home was just enough for me to stay alive.. or barely..

In the midst of excitement, i arrived home limp.. just like a flaccid cell.. i've taken my medication but it's like not having much effect. sigh.. and i'm supposed to rest but i opt to blog. so guess it's all my fault if i end up sick badly.. i just wish i'll get better before college reopens.. man!!!

What's your definition of home?
Submitted by NayNay72

 Everytime i come back from home, i feel totally relaxed, in control and comfortable.. its like reaching heaven in earth if u get what i mean.. To me, home is very important..

I feel home should be a quiet place, a place where each and everyone of us can have their privacy ensured. A nest after a hard days work. I don't mind if my home is messy but it must have that warm comfy feeling. Well, i consider my room, my nest. It's filled and piled with books all over, but i don't mind.. Actually, i guess home is a place where it can witness ur life.. eg, a place where u let ur emotions flow, no pretence on who u are.. just being urself when u're at home is the best ever thing..

Another vital point i feel a home should have is a peaceful family.. theres no point having a home when ur home is not a happy or peaceful one.. i mean, if u have problems at home, no one would want to return home rite? I like going home because thats the time where i get to spendtime with my family, either watching stuff or etc. To the extend, eating my mom's home cook food is enough to heal my soul with love. Family love, i guess thats what keeps a home alive and vibrant..

Lets face it, everyone got their own favourite spot at home.. sometimes we just need some space and some air to breathe.. For me, the best place is the toilet.. 1. no one can enter it except yourself, its exclusive.. 2. no one can disturb you when u're inside.. I don't know how i found out my sanctuary.. Maybe it was because i saw my uncle bringing in a book to the toilet that i decided to do the same.. haha, now adults are really role models. lol.

I read in the bathroom most of the time.. cause i just can't stand my mom disturbing me now and then when i read. i guess my mom never reads.. sometimes, reading under a hot shower is so relaxing that i tend to don't come out.. it happens sometimes when i read and forget to bath.. then i only "mandi kerbau".. yeah, its embarassing but then again, it happens.. I just feel the bathroom is the best place for me.. well, i don't study in there.. nope, just read.. Best thing, when i spend like long time in the bathroom, my mom thinks that i'm being super hygeine.. actually, its the opposite..

College life certainly limits my time in the bathroom.. the longest time i'm in there is only for half hour. man, i do miss the times in the bathroom before college. I also tend to mop in the bathroom, whenever i felt like crying.. cause yeah, no one can see my emotions.. i don't consider myself very open about my personal emotions to everyone.. i'm a private person.. very private in fact.. Trust me, i'm not the type where i can pour my affections publicly or just say something personal bout myself.. i think it's the genes problem..

So ya, my sanctuary, the toilet.. really love it.. even now, i'm making my way there.. yeah!!!

Lets face it, everyone got their own favourite spot at home.. sometimes we just need some space and some air to breathe.. For me, the best place is the toilet.. 1. no one can enter it except yourself, its exclusive.. 2. no one can disturb you when u're inside.. I don't know how i found out my sanctuary.. Maybe it was because i saw my uncle bringing in a book to the toilet that i decided to do the same.. haha, now adults are really role models. lol.

I read in the bathroom most of the time.. cause i just can't stand my mom disturbing me now and then when i read. i guess my mom never reads.. sometimes, reading under a hot shower is so relaxing that i tend to don't come out.. it happens sometimes when i read and forget to bath.. then i only "mandi kerbau".. yeah, its embarassing but then again, it happens.. I just feel the bathroom is the best place for me.. well, i don't study in there.. nope, just read.. Best thing, when i spend like long time in the bathroom, my mom thinks that i'm being super hygeine.. actually, its the opposite..

College life certainly limits my time in the bathroom.. the longest time i'm in there is only for half hour. man, i do miss the times in the bathroom before college. I also tend to mop in the bathroom, whenever i felt like crying.. cause yeah, no one can see my emotions.. i don't consider myself very open about my personal emotions to everyone.. i'm a private person.. very private in fact.. Trust me, i'm not the type where i can pour my affections publicly or just say something personal bout myself.. i think it's the genes problem..

So ya, my sanctuary, the toilet.. really love it.. even now, i'm making my way there.. yeah!!!

What is something that can always make you feel better?
Submitted by meehshell

Everytime i fall into depression or when i'm feeling sad, i just sit alone and mop around.. Its always like that, my brain is like analyzing the whole situation over and over again.. you know, like a bad movie going on millions of re-runs.. sometimes, i have different emotions everytime i think about it.. and yeah, the thing that makes me feel better is

ME myself !!

It actually lasts quite some time, i mean, me mopping around with my down feelings.. At that time, i would always prefer the tranquility and silence.. or occasionally, music.. but after a while, i would always console myself.. i actually heard that "everytime you fell down, the only person that can cheer urself is u yourself cause u're the only one that knows yourself".. well, its true.. I don't know if this fits for everyone.. So, ya, i do console myself.. everytime, i just say that, the situation goes this and this because of my reaction.. yet, i don't blame myself cause i know i'm unique.. and yeah, hormones cause this unusual mood swings.. though sometimes, yes, they've caused me so much problems..

I think, having twins aren't the best thing.. heck, cause u're different.. but having me myself and i, is just nice.. i mean, at least i got myself and i don't share myself with anyone.. myself!! <--wow, can't believe how selfish am i at times and man, am i turning into this individualistic type?

cheerio!!! -.-